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✿Friend.
✿A nurse.
✿A daughter. 
✿A sister. 
✿Fan of Bruno Mars
✿ Handle delicately. FRAGILE
✿Eccedentesiast.
✿Philophobic bitch. 
♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥

</description><title>Loon-Child/ Lunar Deity</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @xhiiil)</generator><link>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>I have a crush with that &amp;#8216;suplado&amp;#8217; guy named TASH&amp;#8230;.. ;) #Lablab #KiligMuch hahaha</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;I have a crush with that &amp;#8216;suplado&amp;#8217; guy named TASH&amp;#8230;.. ;) &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a class="twitter-hashtag pretty-link js-nav" href="https://twitter.com/search?q=%23Lablab&amp;amp;src=hash" data-query-source="hashtag_click"&gt;#&lt;strong&gt;Lablab&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a class="twitter-hashtag pretty-link js-nav" href="https://twitter.com/search?q=%23KiligMuch&amp;amp;src=hash" data-query-source="hashtag_click"&gt;#&lt;strong&gt;KiligMuch&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span&gt; hahaha&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/47945752010</link><guid>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/47945752010</guid><pubDate>Sun, 14 Apr 2013 19:51:38 +0800</pubDate></item><item><title>What you are most afraid of is where your greatest rewards are.</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;If all you had to do was wish for something and you would have it, life would be pretty boring, wouldn&amp;#8217;t it? God placed barriers between us and what we want, so we can enjoy interesting and satisfying lives. God hid our biggest rewards behind the highest barriers - our deepest fears. God wants us to face our fears, and hold ground in their presence, and let them go, and that&amp;#8217;s how we get out biggest rewards. What are you most afraid of? Say it, just start by saying it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/40158879551</link><guid>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/40158879551</guid><pubDate>Thu, 10 Jan 2013 14:05:50 +0800</pubDate><category>God</category><category>reward</category><category>life</category><category>afraid</category><category>biggest</category><category>fears</category><category>wish</category><category>barriers</category></item><item><title>There’s a rainbow always after the rain. :)</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/8bb5adff4f0272c2850853e447906874/tumblr_mgd3cqTi4p1qfl3ypo1_400.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;There’s a rainbow always after the rain. :)&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/40093136815</link><guid>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/40093136815</guid><pubDate>Wed, 09 Jan 2013 22:10:02 +0800</pubDate><category>Blessed</category><category>sky</category><category>rainbow</category><category>xhiiil</category><category>asian</category><category>love</category><category>rain</category><category>blessing</category></item><item><title>Page 8 of 365</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&amp;#8216;13. And I still don&amp;#8217;t know what I want for my life. I am hiding inside my shell, afraid to go out like literally, and to face the scary reality.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/40004158467</link><guid>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/40004158467</guid><pubDate>Tue, 08 Jan 2013 17:43:38 +0800</pubDate><category>real</category><category>xhiiil</category><category>problem</category><category>shell</category><category>cancer</category></item><item><title>Love: Girl or Boy?</title><description>&lt;p&gt;When two people meet. Who is the first one to like or should I say to fall in what others call Love? Girl or Boy?. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Can someone answer this question. &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Thanks a lot guys. :)&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/39476999676</link><guid>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/39476999676</guid><pubDate>Wed, 02 Jan 2013 23:31:26 +0800</pubDate><category>Love</category><category>crush</category><category>girl</category><category>boy</category><category>question</category></item><item><title>Page 2 of 365</title><description>&lt;p&gt;New found crush, Jeremy Sumpter. From the movie Peter Pan (2003). ;)&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/39471944871</link><guid>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/39471944871</guid><pubDate>Wed, 02 Jan 2013 21:33:10 +0800</pubDate><category>Crush peterpan</category><category>crush</category><category>peterpan</category><category>jeremy</category><category>sumpter</category><category>pagetwo</category><category>threehundredsixtyfive</category></item><item><title>Cinnamon. My ex-crush’s favorite. #Yum</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/727e78f95740eb659b02dff34615a96e/tumblr_mfy1siT9ip1qfl3ypo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Cinnamon. My ex-crush’s favorite. #Yum&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/39376038069</link><guid>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/39376038069</guid><pubDate>Tue, 01 Jan 2013 19:12:18 +0800</pubDate><category>Cinnamon</category><category>food</category><category>love</category><category>yummy</category><category>crush</category><category>asian</category><category>xhiiil</category></item><item><title>Sh*t thing called Crush. Aw. </title><description>&lt;p&gt;December 27, 2012&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Mind: &amp;#8216;Should end this crush thingy before it falls into something horrible &amp;#8216;.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;(Afraid in the so called falling in love)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;January 1, 2013&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Heart: &amp;#8217; Nah!, Me gusta!. Im beating baby!&amp;#8217; #lubdub&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;(After that convo)&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;She: &amp;#8216;Im hungry!&amp;#8217; &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Whatever come what may. &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/39324550576</link><guid>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/39324550576</guid><pubDate>Tue, 01 Jan 2013 03:30:52 +0800</pubDate></item><item><title>So this is what I’ve waited for. He haven’t greeted...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/a757735b08c70290db06cb5077ad44fe/tumblr_mfwtdvTcnk1qfl3ypo1_400.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;So this is what I’ve waited for. He haven’t greeted me on Christmas day, and I thought to leave him behind last years ‘love-story’. But here he is, making my heart skip it’s beat. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Happy Twenty-Thirteen!:) #LoveLoveLove&lt;span&gt;❤&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/39323255823</link><guid>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/39323255823</guid><pubDate>Tue, 01 Jan 2013 03:13:07 +0800</pubDate><category>Conversation</category><category>girl</category><category>boy</category><category>crush</category><category>love</category><category>happy</category><category>chat</category><category>newyear</category><category>2013</category><category>inspired</category><category>xhiiil</category><category>ssshhh</category><category>heart</category><category>beat</category><category>twentythirteen</category></item><item><title>Seriously, this holidays I’m getting a lot of weight. No...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/6bc0719128b46094e09071b0c2532664/tumblr_mfw177F1Rs1qfl3ypo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Seriously, this holidays I’m getting a lot of weight. No more skinny thingy for me. :D&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/39295249820</link><guid>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/39295249820</guid><pubDate>Mon, 31 Dec 2012 17:04:19 +0800</pubDate><category>Food</category><category>pizza</category><category>greenwich</category><category>skinny</category><category>fat</category><category>holidays</category><category>weight</category><category>edited</category><category>collage</category><category>love</category></item><item><title>My last post for tonight. :)
Collage of flowers from the front...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/4b1c40562b6cfd9cd3b7e6336dcfab40/tumblr_mfunoaMfnm1qfl3ypo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;My last post for tonight. :)&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Collage of flowers from the front and backyard. Yea Im living in a nature-filled home, and I’m loving it. :) &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/39217712799</link><guid>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/39217712799</guid><pubDate>Sun, 30 Dec 2012 23:14:34 +0800</pubDate><category>Flowers</category><category>pink</category><category>collage</category><category>edited</category><category>pastel</category><category>asian</category><category>xhiiil</category><category>love</category><category>nature</category><category>gree</category></item><item><title>So here’s another one.
#BrunoMars. I guy I have a crush on...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/a287d22d42fe6443a1646609ab337f54/tumblr_mfuna7BWU41qfl3ypo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;So here’s another one.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;#BrunoMars. I guy I have a crush on since 2010. Almost two years eh!. :) This is my Papa’s graduation gift for me (Thanks Pa!). I’ve watched his concert at the Waterfront Hotel and Casino at Cebu City, that was April 2, 2011. And yeah, that was fun! :D&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/39217323513</link><guid>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/39217323513</guid><pubDate>Sun, 30 Dec 2012 23:06:07 +0800</pubDate><category>bruno</category><category>mars</category><category>brunomars</category><category>fedora</category><category>concert</category><category>edited</category><category>collage</category><category>music</category><category>sound</category><category>asian</category><category>xhiii</category></item><item><title>Vans. I don’t usually use this, cause I’m not really...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/272acb3e18fa27b3bdaaba26a76f83da/tumblr_mfun0hY7dl1qfl3ypo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Vans. I don’t usually use this, cause I’m not really into this type of shoes. I remember using this about eight times only. But well it depends on my mood, sometimes I’m a sophisticated type, and sometimes I’m the trigger one. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I’m all of these but,  but none of these. :)&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/39217045495</link><guid>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/39217045495</guid><pubDate>Sun, 30 Dec 2012 23:00:17 +0800</pubDate><category>Vans</category><category>shoes</category><category>red</category><category>edit</category><category>asian</category><category>love</category><category>feet</category><category>legs</category><category>xhiiil</category></item><item><title>Follow me on We Heart It!</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/d8af557e2cf227dc643edb7645c60e36/tumblr_mftr8fe4h81qfl3ypo1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Follow me on We Heart It!&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/39183312237</link><guid>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/39183312237</guid><pubDate>Sun, 30 Dec 2012 11:33:51 +0800</pubDate><category>we&#13;
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&lt;p&gt;Philophobia is defined as the abnormal, persistent and unwarranted fear of &lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Falling_in_love" title="Falling in love"&gt;falling in love&lt;/a&gt;. This affects the quality of life and pushes a person away from commitment. It also triggers various symptoms that may incorporate &lt;em&gt;&lt;a class="mw-redirect" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sweating" title="Sweating"&gt;sweating&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/em&gt;,&lt;em&gt; &lt;a class="mw-redirect" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Irregular_heartbeat" title="Irregular heartbeat"&gt;irregular heartbeat&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/em&gt;, &lt;em&gt;&lt;a class="mw-redirect" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shortness_of_breath" title="Shortness of breath"&gt;shortness of breath&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/em&gt;, feelings of dread, &lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nausea" title="Nausea"&gt;nausea&lt;/a&gt; and feeling of restlessness. The worst aspect of fear of being in love and falling in love is that it keeps a person in &lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Solitude" title="Solitude"&gt;solitude&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p&gt;I thought I&amp;#8217;ve overcome all my fears. But this one is the most cardinal of it all.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But last nights event moved me. We&amp;#8217;re in the same place, different bars, but such a small location to catch a glimpse of each other. But then, none of it happened. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;I saw his friends, walking along inside the bar. My consciousness alerted me, &amp;#8216;he&amp;#8217;s here!&amp;#8217;. My friends kept on teasing me. But before I react to them, the symptoms of having Philophobia exists. I thought it was just another allergic reaction of my body to alcoholic drinks, but I realized its not.  I am jeopardizing myself, I am self &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt;destructing&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt; it. I have &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span id="hotword"&gt;bête&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt;noire of being attached.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/36516961038</link><guid>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/36516961038</guid><pubDate>Mon, 26 Nov 2012 00:44:32 +0800</pubDate></item><item><title>I WANT TO BE A PHOTOGRAPHER!!!. Tumblr on We Heart It....</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbopmzIoth1qfl3ypo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;I WANT TO BE A PHOTOGRAPHER!!!. Tumblr on We Heart It. &lt;a href="http://weheartit.com/entry/39700780"&gt;http://weheartit.com/entry/39700780&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/33301810011</link><guid>http://xhiiil.tumblr.com/post/33301810011</guid><pubDate>Wed, 10 Oct 2012 23:56:59 +0800</pubDate><category>photo&#13;
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